I've let myself feel bad, mad, sad all week/weekend and frankly I'm tired. So, it's time for me to just get on with it. To pick myself up and do the things that need to be done and introduce some new habits that will bring me more peace and happiness.
I felt cautiously optimistic this morning. Don't know if it was the words of Obama's inauguration speech (which was great. although I didn't care for the poem and thought the rhyming ending to the benediction was funny) or a candid conversation with a dear friend who is enduring the trials of infertility (that I know well). Whatever it was that has put me in this frame of mind, I welcome it and I hope I do not lasp back into the black ugliness of self pity.
A while ago I came across a quote from Winston Churchill I shared with my friend. We both have it on our bulletin boards. Actually, I came across it from another friend anyway, the quote has been passed from friend to friend and now to friends again.
Never
Never
Never
Give
Up
(winston churchill)
I am grateful to have been born in a nation and moved to another nation that embraces the causes of freedom and hope. Whose peoples have brought themselves out of great trial and hardship by the core of their spirit and their resolution to seek a better life and their belief in God. I am part of a remarkable heritage.
I know this sounds a bit dramatic, but I guess that's always been my flair and it's simply just how I feel today.